Dear Nathan

Dear Nathan,

I know you feel like I we haven't met yet--or maybe that just that we haven't met in a real way.  We will meet in more real ways in the future.  We are bound to because of how hard my Spirit keeps running after you.  I can't wait to meet you in a deeper way, although you may not know what that will look like.

I know that as I continue to meet you that you will continue to become a more perfect contributor to our relationship.  Not the "Perfect Follower", but one that truly seeks after Me.  I know that you have some spiritual baggage, not in the least the fading of hope of experiencing Me, because you just don't know what that means right now.  I am very good with baggage.  I really hope that you can be comfortable enough with Me that you can be honest and truly yourself--wherever you are at the moment.  I also hope you know that I am big enough to receive all your doubts, questions, and even anger and confusion.

I hope to reveal to you Myself in relationship.  I am wherever you are at the moment--physically, spiritually, emotionally, mentally.  My Spirit stirs around you and seeks to reveal truth--hopefully Truth.  I like working with people, so maybe you might find more of Me in true community and fellowship.  I am also always fully giving and receiving.  Some people call that "Love".  This constant state of fully giving and receiving means that I am constantly seeking you, chasing you, choosing you.  I know that is hard for you to receive because you see time as linear whereas time isn't a factor for me.  Try to find Me where "you are" which is where "I am".

I "miss" you (though that's not the right word because I've never left), so please never give up your seeking, your yearning, your investigating.

"I fully give to you and receive from you",
God